THE UNTAMED LUNA

DO THEY KNOW?

I can feel the scream of my heart. I'm even sweating because of the heat, the heat of his hug and kiss.

Only half of my body moves. The pleasure of mine that I can't stop, why is this? Am I going crazy?

"Ahhh..Ugh!"

"I want this so badly..." Mr. Albanzo whispered.

My legs started to stiffen, so I lifted them slightly and hung them on his belt to feel the rest.

The space loosened, his hands became free to pick up my wet pearl. Before, he was stroking it slowly but now it was very fast, until I reached the climax.

Until I... "Ahhmm!!" it finally exploded. As if my wish was finally granted.

We walked out of the comfort room together as if nothing had happened. I went back to my seat and started talking.

After dessert, I told the boys I needed to go home. I didn’t really want to leave, but I didn’t want to overstay or worry my dad, I promised to be home before nine. I could tell Marvin wouldn’t offer to take me home. He’s careful about how he acts around me in public, and I understand. He has a reputation to protect, and so do I. Or maybe I’m just overthinking it.

"Don't worry, it won't be long until you see him again." Someone's telling me from deep within, I think this is craziness, how am I supposed to be like this?

“You’re not crazy, its normal because of the mate-bond” my wolf was talking now. Well, she’s right. I really fell in love with my English teacher. Does Mr. Albanzo feels the same way?

I saw the conflict in Marvin's eyes. But I don't think it affects him, so I turned and headed to the exit door. Sadness is already taking me over. Jade is trying to make me laugh on the way home. It's a short drive. I don't live far from them.

"So, I guess you guys got the idea that I have a thing for your brother?" I decided to just put it out there so that we could stop avoiding the obvious.

"I'm glad you finally said something. Now I can stop watching every word I say around you." Jade says, he's laughing.

"Some of those looks were pretty intense. Just be careful at school." Joel added.

"I'll try." I said, honestly.

"He's a perfect guy. He takes care of our family. Our whole neighborhood, really. He would never hurt you." Joel informed me. I figured as much, but it is reassuring to hear.

When we get to my house, they offer to walk me in. It isn't necessary, so I decline. I go inside and see my dad at the kitchen table, surrounded by books and papers. He looks up at me and smiles.

"Come sit down, princess. Do you want to eat something?" He asks me something, but instead of answering, I just wrap my arms around him in a hug and then settle down beside him.

"Your Mom tells me you went to a restaurant with a "boys friend" for dinner. How was that?" he added.

"It was nice. It was my first time eating delicious Korean food. I will ask Mom to have our dinner right there on her next day off." I said, I know I'm was deflecting. He wanted to know about the boys, not the dinner. He looks at me with one raised eyebrow. I can't fool him.

"Okay, fine, he is just a friend, and so is his twin brother. "There's nothing you need to worry about." I don't dare mention their older brother, whom I seem to be falling hard for.

"Well, if you are interested in someone, it's okay, you know. At your age, you will meet many more people than at school." he said.

I guess there is a reason I never gave much thought to boys. I went to a couple of school dances with guys, but I was never interested in them. We just went as friends. This is new territory for me.

"Dad, actually, I met their mom, and she asked if you guys wanted to come for dinner on Saturday. She said she knows a lot of people here. She could introduce you too, since we are new to the neighborhood."

"That sounds good, your mom actually has Saturday off. Let them know we would love to come. So, I can take a look at these boys that you are definitely not interested in." I guess he had already heard about the twins.

"Alright, Dad, tell Mom to stop trying to be a matchmaker. I can find my own guy when I'm good and ready." I warned him with a smile.

"Fine, I will tell your mom to back off." He concedes, then he winked at me.

I make my way up to my room to wrap up some homework I didn’t get to finish at school. I also thought it would be a good idea to dive into the creative writing assignment that Mr. Albanzo handed out today. I know, I know, I’m a bit of an overachiever, but I just can’t help it. I really want to impress him!

Later, I hear Mom come up to my room and expect her to say "goodnight"

Holding the knob of the door, she said, "Your Dad told me to stop being a matchmaker and because of that, we are going to attend a dinner at your friend's house on Saturday."

"It's okay, if you don't like it Mom. There is no event anyway. We can decline their invitation." I said. But Mom burst her laughter.

"I love you, sweetie." She whispered.

I eventually fell asleep with sweet dreams of running through the forest.

"Aaahh ...Aaaahhh" voices. Fairy-like sounds, singing in her homeland. The place is so amazing, like a paradise.

I go to the wild, following Marvin while he was holding my hands. We are running, after his twin brothers Jade and Joel.

As we run, the wind rushes through my hair as I pick up speed. Suddenly, Marvin catches up to me and spins me around. We tumble to the ground, bursting into laughter. He leans in, just a breath away from my lips, but then his eyes widen, and he pulls me back to him. No, I can't give in to him yet, and I know myself that I am not prepared for this "in relationship" thing. I feel a wave of disappointments. So I get up and run away from him.

"Abby Jezz, wait, I'm sorry!" the sound of his voice calling out to me echoed in my ears.

(I'm sorry..sorry.. sorry)

I keep running until it slows down, my legs feel tired. So I started to walked until my breath became labored and my legs felt as heavy as lead. Eventually, I collapsed near a serene small waterfall, the water cascading gently beside me. As I lay there, the tears began to flow uncontrollably, my emotions overwhelming me. It was only when the first light of dawn broke through the darkness that I stirred from my dreams, disoriented and tear-stained.

When I opened my eyes, the morning sunlight was already touching my face. I got up and sat on the edge of my bed.

Oh, it was just a dream!

I took a moment to gather my thoughts, trying to figure out why just being near him stirred up such intense feelings inside me. As I brushed my cheek, I could feel the tears that had fallen is true, a clear sign of all questions brewing within my heart.

That dream, is weird though!