20 minutes ago -
Cayden had just finished downing another large shot of Maker's Mark, his second most preferred method of coping, and was now making his way to his bedroom in the hopes of passing out. His feelings were a whirlwind of rage, remorse, anxiety, uncertainty, lust, hatred, and confusion; he was experiencing inner turmoil that not even work or alcohol could calm him. How was he able to be so heartless and inhumane? Why does everything he should hate, have to be wrapped in something so beautiful and sweet? His behavior and thoughts during the past few days had been extremely upsetting, and his mind was a complete and utter mess as a direct reflection of this. He desired to sleep close to Selena, to be able to touch her and feel the warmth of her skin, to give her another opportu
