Warning‼️ for adult only.
"You want me right? you like me and you find me hot, diba?" he just looked at me blankly, no emotions. "Make me your bed maid." Walang hiya hiya ko iyong sinabi sa kanya.
I do loved him at kong 'yon lang ang habol niya sa akin handa akong maging alipin niya basta lang siya ay maging akin. I want him to be mine. He started this sht and now i am falling for his stupidness! How stupid i am to fall in this red flag man.
"I won't ask you if you are really sure." He started kissing me in my lips, he kiss me deeply and passionately. He pushed me to his bed. Binalewala ko ang sakit ng paa ko na tumama sa edge ng kanyang kama. F@ck this man! He's so ruthless!
I catch my breath when he stopped kissing me. "What? you change your mind?" I looked him confused.
"You're so hot." Hinila niya ang paa ko para mapalapit sa kanya. I shouted because of shock. Really?!! What the h£ll is this man doing to me, he pushed me earlier and now he is pulling me! "I don't know what happened to you why you are giving yourself now. But again, i won't ask you." Dahan dahan niyang nilakbay ang kanyang mga kamay pataas sa hita ko. I am gasping because of the hot i felt. The warmth of his hands makes my feelings burn more.
"You're mine now, honey." He unzipped my dress. He slowly lowered my dress along with my underwear. I looked at his face, he was so focused looking me down there. Mas nag apoy pa ako dahil sa kanyang mga tingin. And now i am wearing nothing. Mas nag enjoy pa ang kanyang mga mata ng hubarin niya ang aking bra. He touched my breast with his two hands. Nakita ko kong paano nag stretch ang kanyang mga ugat ng pisilin niya ang aking dibdib. I moaned at what he did to my chest. He's on top of me now.
He look my lips and touch it with his left hand at ang isa niya namang kamay ay nakatukod sa gilid ng aking ulo. I won't lie how hot he is now. He is topless, he's just wearing his boxer shorts. And he is driving me crazy, damn crazy! Sinimulan niya nanaman halikan ang aking labi napahawak ako sa kanyang batok dahil sa hindi maipaliwanag na nararamdaman. Nababaliw na ako sa ginagawa niya. Binabaliw niya ako. Gumapang ang kanyang halik pababa sa private part ko. Napabalikwas ako sa gulat ng halikan niya ako banda doon.
"What's your problem?" Napaangat siya ng tingin akin.
"What the hell are you doing? It's disgusting!" Tumawa siya ng nakakaloko at muling hinila ang dalawa kong paa palapit sa kanya. T@ngina bat hila siya ng hila sa paa ko!
"Dmn innocent. Huwag mo akong bitinin. Just relax and feel my tongue inside you." He smirk.
Dmn this jerk!
Wala na akong nagawa ng hinalikan niya ulit ako doon. Napadaing ako sa sarap na ipinaramdam niya akin. Hindi ko na alam kong saan ako babaling litong lito na ako sa ginagawa niya. Napasigaw ulit ako ng may ipinasok siya sa private part ko. Tumingin ako sa ibaba ko nakatingin din siya sa akin. I watched how his finger move inside my spot. I don't know what he is doing to me basta ang alam ko lang nasisiyahan ang laman loob ko sa ginagawa niya.
"Ahh! Walther, I think.. wait, i think I'm going to pee! argh!" Bahagya ko siyang tinutulak pero ayaw niya alisin ang kamay sa akin. "Walther! Niiihi ako!"
"Fvck, Ali! Just let it go. You're not going to pee! Fvck, ah! that's your release. Come on baby." Wala na akong magawa kundi nilabas kong ano man ang hindi maipaliwanag na nararamdaman ko.
Ohgod! Is that my climax? ew!
Hindi pa ako naka recover sa ginawa niya sa akin ng may matigas na bagay siyang pinasok sa akin. Napaimpit ako sa sakit.
"What the hell Walther! Bakit hindi ka nag sabi?? It's fvcking hurt." He didn't move. He wiped my tears that fell down my face.
"Does it still hurt? Baby, I'm sorry." He kissed me slowly and then kiss my forehead.
"Take me now, Walther."
"Baby i will."
Hindi ko na mabilang kong ilang ulit namin ginawa 'yon. Nagising nalang ako sa condo niya na walang ni kahit anong damit and Walther is still sleeping. What did i do? Do i really need to give myself to this fvck boy just to be with him? Damn! We didn't use condom!
I woke him up when his phone ringing again and again. He picked it up and answered the caller. Tumayo na ako at kinuha ang mga damit sa sahig. Pumasok ako sa comfort room niya para maligo at makapag bihis na rin. Damn i think I'm sore! Ang sakit.
Pagkalabas ko nakabihis na siya and he is fixing his bed.
"Stella will be here in a few minutes. Can you go now?" Damn red flag!
I want to cry but i know i don't have the right to cry! After all ako ang may gusto nito! Stella is my half sister and they'll get married soon.
"About what you ask last night, Ali. We can't do that I'm getting married and i cant make you a mistress." Seryuso niya akong tiningnan. And i look at him the same way.
"You can't see me anymore, Walther. Don't worry hindi ako maghahabol sa pagmamahal ko." Hindi ko na napigilan ang luha ko na gusto ng kumawala kanina pa. Mabilis kong kinuha ang aking bag na nakapatong sa kanyang coffee table.
"Ali, I'm sorry." Sinubukan niyang hawakan ang aking kamay pero agad ko 'yong iniwas. "Hope you forgive me. Please understand me."
"You know how fvck you are? After what you did and what i did siya pa rin ang pinipili mo! Duwag ka pa rin Walther! Kahit kailan hinding hindi kita maintindihan!" Lubas na ako sa condo niya na umiiyak. I use a stairs para hindi ko makasulubong si Stella. I don't want to have another draman.
Pagkasakay ko ng kotse ko agad kong tinwagan si ate Celline to book a flight for me. I will leave this hurtful county. Ubos na ubos na ako wala ng natira sa sarili buong pagkatao ko binigay ko na sa kanila pero wala pa rin. They can't appreciate me. No one appreciates me. Lilisanin ko ang bansang ito kasabay ng pag lisan ng nararamdaman ko para sa'yo.
Sana'y wala tayong nabuong anak. Hindi ko kayang maisip na mararanasan niya ang naranasan ko. This is not the life I dreamed for my child. I want my child to have a complete and happy family.