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Is it really wrong that I was glad to be walking away from Grammy. I wasn’t sure that I liked this new version of her that I couldn’t trust. I didn’t much like my alternative activity, but it beat the verbal humiliation that I’d suffer if I stayed there with her. Still, I did not want to go back to Ivy right now, because now that mad had faded all that was left was guilt. Guilt over being such a b***h. I didn’t have to be so mean about it, just because I was mad. Then there was the other part. The one where I had to ask, had Ivy had a point? Did I do a shitty thing? It was a question I had to answer for myself before I got back to her. Mostly because I didn’t want it to be influenced by Ivy, and if I saw her first it would. It would be, there was no question about it. So, was I wrong?
