Lyra's POV
I stood under the shower, my head leaning over the wall.
I had done it again, the very thing I said I wouldn't do, and this time, there was no drugs, no alcohol.
I did it with my senses intact.
Ooh no, this shouldn't be happening, I hate myself for finding him so irresistibly.
The truth had always been there, but I failed to say it, to admit it, that the s****l tension between Orion and me is very strong, stronger than the pull I have with Keto.
But Keto is so sweet to me, I shouldn't be doing this to him.
Maybe I'm not being honest with myself, or maybe my strong will is not strong enough.
How could I say it won't happen again, and it happened the very next day after the first incident.
I had told Orion how I felt concerning Keto, thinking he was going to kick me out,
