But the thought of him wants to have my forgiveness sends unknown chills inside of me. I am now facing the large mirror and staring at my chest scar. I suddenly remembered my unusual heart beat earlier. It was the second time that I felt my heart beat drastically like that.
The first one was when I first saw my father here, that was so overwhelming. And I didn't expect to feel it again now. What's with your veins Luke? It's exceptional.
I was shaken when his veins entered my mind again. Damn, I really need to get a hold of my self. I lose consciousness every time I think of his hand. Am I that obsessed with nerves?
When I finished bathing I wore white high neck long sleeves that fit my body. I paired that with black jeans and white shoes. I never dried my hair and I never put on
