Choices

Singing of the Angels

It was like everyone around me vanished, all I could see was him! I swear I could hear angels singing. My friends told me to chill but it was like a thousand volts of electricity was running threw my body. I just had to look at him one more time. So I snuck outside and got my coat from the car. I heard a low hey. An oh my lord if his voice didn’t damn near make me c*m all over myself right then, but I didn’t speak I just kept walking. The next morning when I woke up I start scrolling threw tender and there he was I knew it was a sign I had to get to know him. We met up later that day technically it was the same day which just so happened to be his birthday. We smoked and I got to know him the more time I spent with him the more I started to get consumed by him I knew I never wanted to leave his side. He was the complete polar opposite of Jamal. He came from money so thuggin wasn’t really his thing. He so kind and giving. This man would literally go around giving the homeless people downtown money and food. He was a God fearing man, he went to church every Sunday, he prayed twice a day and always said grace before he ate no matter the size of the meal. What was I supposed to do who was I supposed to choose? I knew I couldn’t have them both most girls wish for this, I just wanted one great love. Just one all consuming love, not two how am I supposed to choose!?