# Chapter 2 — First Meeting (Official)
I sat across from the man who destroyed me and opened my laptop and said, "Let's begin." I want a medal. A very large medal, possibly engraved.
The boardroom held nine people: Priya, two members of what I gathered was the estate's household leadership team, a woman named Corrine who ran pack logistics and looked at me like I was either a threat or a miracle and hadn't decided which, a dry, watchful man near Arker's left who I would later learn was Dino Bruce, and Arker Dalone, seated at the head of the table like he'd been poured into the chair and left to set.
I had rehearsed this. I had practiced it in the mirror, in the car, in my head at two in the morning three separate nights this month. *Professional. Composed. You are the expert in the room. Act like it.*
"Thank you all for having me," I said, and my voice came out exactly the way I'd trained it to — warm enough to be likable, cool enough to mean business. "Morse Wellness was brought in to assess and rebuild the mental health infrastructure currently serving this estate's household and extended pack members. I've reviewed the intake data your team provided, and I have some concerns, some recommendations, and a six-week plan to address both."
I did not look at Arker more than the room required. This was a discipline, not an accident. Eye contact with him was a resource I intended to ration.
He looked at me the entire time.
I felt it the way you feel weather — a pressure change, a shift in the air that had nothing to do with temperature and everything to do with history. I kept talking. I pulled up the slide deck. I walked them through session cadence, staffing gaps, a proposed peer-support structure that had worked beautifully at two of my other client sites. I answered Corrine's sharp, good-faith questions. I did not once let my voice catch, even when Arker shifted in his chair in a way that used to mean he was about to say something dryly funny that only I would find funny, back when that was a thing he still let himself do around me.
He didn't say anything funny. He didn't say much of anything. He asked one question, twenty minutes in — "What's the retention rate on programs like this, historically?" — in a voice so level it could have been about spreadsheets, and I answered it the way I'd answer any client, and if my pulse did something complicated at the sound of him addressing me directly for the first time in three years, that was between me and my own cardiovascular system.
I noticed his hands. Flat on the table. Knuckles pale.
I noticed, too, that the man beside him — Dino, I'd learn — kicked him under the table at least twice, once when Arker's jaw tightened at something I said about "clients who were let down by people they trusted," and once when Arker's eyes tracked me a beat too long while I moved to close my laptop. Neither kick was subtle. Neither landed the way it was probably intended to.
By the time the meeting ended, I had delivered exactly what I came to deliver: a clean, professional, thorough proposal that left no room for anyone in that room to say I wasn't earning every dollar of this contract. Corrine shook my hand and said she was impressed, and meant it. Priya looked relieved. Dino Bruce watched me pack up my laptop with an expression I couldn't quite place — something between sympathy and grim amusement, like a man watching a building he'd long predicted would fall finally, satisfyingly, fall.
Arker said nothing else the entire meeting.
I told myself that was fine. Better than fine. Exactly what I wanted.
I made it almost to the elevator before I heard his footsteps behind me — unhurried, deliberate, a man who has never needed to hurry to catch up to anything in his life, and yet.
"You didn't have to take this contract," he said.
I stopped, because stopping was less obvious than pretending I hadn't heard him, and turned enough to look at him properly for the first time since the corridor yesterday. Up close, the three years showed on him in ways they hadn't from a distance — something tired behind the eyes, something held too tightly in the set of his jaw. Good, said a small, ungenerous part of me. Then, quieter, less proud of itself: *not good. Just noticed.*
"You're right," I said. "I didn't."
I let that sit exactly as long as it needed to. Then I turned into my office, and I closed the door with the calm, unhurried precision of a woman who has spent three years learning that closing doors on your own terms is the entire point.
Through the wood, I heard him stand in the empty corridor for a moment. Just a moment. Long enough that I knew he was still there before I heard him say it, low, mostly to himself, in the voice of a man recalibrating something he thought he already understood.
"She took it anyway."
I sat down at my desk. I opened my laptop again, more for the appearance of working than the substance of it, and I stared at the blinking cursor on a blank document until my hands stopped feeling like they belonged to someone else.
Six weeks, I told myself. Six weeks, and then I get my life back.
My wolf, unhelpfully, did not agree to those terms.