Selene led us to a small sitting room off the courtyard, the kind of space built for exactly this — difficult conversations conducted somewhere private enough that no one could claim later they’d overheard. Arker followed like a man walking toward something he’d been outrunning for three years and had finally, unavoidably, caught up to.
I sat because my legs didn’t feel entirely trustworthy. Alina hovered in the doorway until I gave her a look that said stay, and she did, arms crossed, radiating the particular fury of someone ready to become violent on my behalf the second she had enough information to justify it.
Selene didn’t sit. She stood near the window with her hands folded, the posture of a woman who had rehearsed this moment so many times in her head that the reality of it barely required her attention.
“Three years ago,” she said, “my husband was dying.”
I hadn’t known that. Arker had never once, in the six weeks I’d known him back then, mentioned an ailing father.
“He didn’t want anyone to know,” Selene continued. “Not the pack, not the council, and especially not you. A dying Alpha is a vulnerability. Every rival pack within two hundred miles would have moved on us the moment word got out — moved on the territory, moved on the succession, moved on Arker himself, before he was ready to hold what he was about to inherit.” Her eyes flicked to her son, and something in her face softened fractionally, an old grief still sharp at the edges. “He needed six months. Just six months, to die quietly, to let Arker consolidate the pack’s loyalty, to make sure the transition looked like strength instead of an opening.”
“I don’t understand what this has to do with—”
“A mate bond is not private,” Selene said. “You know that. You felt it the day you arrived, three miles out, before you even saw the gate. A true bond broadcasts. Any wolf attuned to this pack would have felt the pull between you and my son the moment it solidified, and any rival pack with an informant here would have known within days that the next Alpha of Dalone had found his mate — which meant they’d have known exactly where to strike. Not at Arker. At you.”
The room went very quiet. Somewhere behind me, I heard Alina’s sharp inhale.
“He didn’t reject you because he stopped wanting you,” Selene said, each word landing like something she’d carried a long time and was finally setting down. “He rejected you because his father was dying, because the pack was one confirmed weakness away from war, and because the single fastest way to make an enemy stand down from targeting a bonded mate is to sever the bond publicly, completely, in front of witnesses who would carry the word back. He did it to keep you alive. He did it in the cruelest, most efficient way available to him, because a half-measure would have gotten you killed instead of just heartbroken.”
I looked at Arker. He hadn’t moved from where he stood near the door, hadn’t said a single word since we’d entered the room, and his face had the flat, braced quality of a man watching a verdict be read that he already knew.
“You could have told me,” I said, and my voice came out smaller than I wanted it to. “Afterward. When your father — when it was safe. You could have found me. You could have said one word.”
“By then you were gone,” he said. First words he’d spoken since the courtyard. “Four states gone, according to what my people could find, and then further, and you’d built something new, something entirely yours, with no trace of this pack anywhere in it. I told myself that finding you again would only reopen it. I told myself you deserved to stay rebuilt.” A muscle worked in his jaw. “I told myself a lot of things that let me be a coward instead of doing the harder thing.”
“The harder thing being what? Telling the truth?”
“Trusting that you’d survive it,” he said. “I didn’t reject you because I doubted the bond, Avery. I did it because I doubted myself — whether I could protect you and hold this pack together at the same time, whether I was even going to survive what came next well enough to be worth waiting for. It felt like mercy. Cutting you loose clean, letting you build a life that didn’t have to carry the weight of what I was about to become.” His voice cracked on the last word, the first genuine crack I’d heard in it in three years. “It was the worst mercy I’ve ever done anyone.”
I sat with that. All of it — the coffee he remembered, the rescheduled session, the quoted line, six days of a man circling something he clearly still felt and had no idea how to hand back to me without it looking like he thought he could simply pick the bond back up where he’d severed it.
“And the contract,” I said slowly. “You engineered it.”
“I told my assistant to flag any wellness consulting firm that came up for the estate contract,” he admitted. “I told her, specifically, to flag anything under the name Morse. I didn’t think you’d actually take it. I told myself I only wanted to know you were well.” A breath. “I’m not going to pretend that was the whole truth either.”
Selene moved toward the door, done, apparently, with her part in this. She paused beside me before she left, and her hand, briefly, rested on my shoulder — the first warmth she’d shown since the courtyard.
“He’s been unbearable for three years,” she said, quiet enough that it was almost just for me. “I would like my son back. Whatever you decide, I hope you’ll at least let him finish this conversation.”
Then she was gone, and Alina, God bless her, followed with a look at me that promised a full debrief the second I wanted one, and it was just Arker and me and a small room that suddenly felt enormous.
“Say something,” he said. “Please.”
I opened my mouth. I had no idea, not one single idea, what was going to come out of it.