His Possession or His Princess

Forty-Three | Are You Sure?

Cal

Sex.

My damn body, my damn wolf, is trying to make me have s*x with Titus. I’m terrified of this next step. I am terrified of how it will ruin us.

Esther’s voice comes into my mind: It won’t ruin us.

I argue with her: It ruined my relationship with Alex.

But Titus is our mate!

I know she made sense, but to me it made it much more terrifying. Alexander broke me when he broke up with me. I don’t know if I will be able to live through that if it happened with Titus.

We get to the pack house and he is by my side in an instant, carrying me up the stairs and to his room. He sets me down on the bed and then moves away from me to the other side of his room. I whimper from the loss of his touch because the pain is soothed when he touches me.

I stand to walk towards him, and he says, “Cali, I can’t do this unless you’re ready. It is very hard to control Kane and he desperately wants to mark you.”

Esther yells in my head: Yes! Do it! Take away the pain!

I try to ignore her and tell Titus, “It’s not that I’m not ready for doing that with you… I’m just scared.”

“Of what? Of me?” I can see the hurt in his face when he asked the question.

“No, no, of course not of you. Just… I think s*x is part of what killed mine and Alexander’s relationship and I’m scared if I have s*x with you then it will do the same thing only it will be even worse and so much harder because you’re my mate! And on top of that I told you from the beginning I wouldn’t want to get intimate until we were married and we’re not anywhere close to that!”

He is by me in an instant. He is holding my face and looking deep into my eyes and says, “It never would’ve worked with Alexander anyways because he wasn’t your mate- I am. And I’m not some jerk like he was. I will treat you like the queen that you are. On top of that being mates is much bigger than marriage. But if marriage means so much to you, Cali, we can get married tomorrow if you want.”

I search his eyes and see nothing but sincerity in them and I say, “We’re too young for that.”

He smirks, “You just turned 18 and I’m 19 technically it’s perfectly legal. But if we’re going to get married, I will properly propose to you.”

He winks after he says that and I can’t help the smile that appears on my face and I decide to push my doubts behind, and I wrap my arms around his neck and whisper, “I love you.”

I kiss him deeply and pull him backwards until we fall onto the bed.

He hovers over me and pulls away and says, “Cali, I need to make sure that you are certain of this. Once we get started, I don’t know if I will be able to stop. So, are you sure?”

I nod and say breathlessly, “I’m sure.”

He smiles at me and I lean up and begin kissing his neck making him moan in response. I nibble up to his ear and I ask softly, “Am I supposed to mark you?”

“Yeah, if you want to. Esther will know what to do.”

I smile and begin to kiss down his neck and start playing with the hem of his shirt so that I can admire that gorgeous body of his. He rips his shirt off immediately and while he does that, I mimic his action and make sure to take my bra off along with it. When he sees my naked chest, he looks at me in awe and begins to kiss me and run his hands all over my body. I can tell he is being gentle with me, trying to treat me like a porcelain doll.

I gasp as he kisses every part of me until he hits the top of my jeans. He looks at me and his eyes are dark and I’m not sure if it’s with lust or because Kane is trying to take control. I know that Esther wants to take control, but she’s trying to let me enjoy my first time with Titus because she knows soon, she’ll be able to have her time with Kane.

We soon shed the rest of our clothes and get back to kissing each other deeply. I feel his length rubbing against me and I can’t help but gasp from the size. I look down and know that it’s going to hurt a little because he is definitely bigger than Alexander was. My eyes meet his and he has a smirk across his face like he knows what I was thinking.

I giggle and pull his face back to mine and continue to kiss him as he continues to grind his lower half against mine. He presses his forehead against mine and whispers, “Are you ready?”

I nod and whisper, “Yeah.”

He’s slow, gentle, and I gasp as he slowly fills me and stretches me to the max. I press my face in the crook of his neck and I feel my teeth begin to elongate and I hear Esther in my head saying: Relax, you’ll know when it’s time to do it. Just enjoy him because my God, he is magnificent.

I want to laugh at my perverted wolf, but I don’t. I stay in the moment with my mate and enjoy as he slowly moves in and out of me until I tell him to go faster.

Soon enough he is pounding into me and my throat feels raw from calling out his name as he made me c*m over and over again. He is lasting a lot longer than I would’ve expected, but I can tell he is nearing his end. I feel my next o****m approaching and I yell out then decide it was time and I mark him as mine.

I feel his teeth sink into the crook of my neck as well and I swear I could see fireworks from the amount of pleasure I’m receiving as he finishes in me.