Cal I am such a freaking coward. I cannot believe how I ran off like that. I’ve been planning this for days! So, even though Alexander and I are no longer bonded because we have been focusing on our own relationships with our mates, we have found that we could be really great friends. Neither one of us feel an attraction towards the other and are able to give the other a perspective on the opposite s*x. I went to him to tell him how it made me sad to think of how I would never be Titus’ wife. He started to ask me why I felt that why and why wasn’t being a Luna and a mate enough for me. He had some good points, but honestly, I just… I want that commitment with him. I want to stand in front of everyone and show that I will forever choose him again and again. So, Alexander suggested that

