the Woman we stan

I am feeling blessed

Monjir's point of view:

I was thinking about the last night and our conversation and her beautiful smile all day. I was subconsciously even smiling , having her thoughts, for which I got friendly teased by my colleagues. I just blushed about mere thought of her.

I came back home and was trying to get rest for half an hour, as after that I have to get ready for my night shift. But my mind didn't agree to listen me, and made me restless by thinking about Meshal only. My heart was also craving to see her smile and listen her laughter again.

 I thought to text or something to listen something from her, but simultaneously I was confused to text her, because what is she think that I am too desperate or something bad about me. Afterall I like her, I won't want to make a bad impression. (Yeah I knew from her very first glance that she is someone special to my heart and my heart is melting for her. I just didn't tell her because it may seem too fast and surprising to her to accept)

I was just struggling with my thoughts, when something starting buzzing. I didn't pay attention at first, because I thought it was sound of my heart but then when I realised it wasn't my heart but phone.( Ah! Humiliated in my thoughtsಠωಠ)

I did not want to pick any calls but when I watched the caller's name, I was surprisingly stunned  It was a call from none another than MESHAL. My heart started acting abnormal again, it was beating so fast that I thought it could come out of my chest. But I composed myself and picked up the call.

Without listening anything, I rapidly uttered, "Hello" which she returned with, "Hello Monjir" and trust me a Hello never felt this sweet and my name felt so precious coming out in her voice. With every word, she was saying, I felt the urge of being by her side grow. I couldn't believe my ears when she asked me for a dinner. My stomach is reacting very oddly on her invitation (it must be the hunger, I tried to explain to myself)

And then she told me that she want to have a discussion on something tonight. I don't even know that something, but my heart seems to feel really happy about it (I wonder why). I replied ,"okay" and then we did not exchanged any word for a few minutes. To be honest, I didn't even get awkward with that silence because it was not un-easing as usual silence but beautiful silence. I just wanted to stay in that moment for whole of my life and I felt stupid of myself for thinking like that. But it was all new to me, and not a deliberate effort but every feeling was so natural and pure that I can't deny to feel good about my situation.

Then we cut the call after a time, because we have to meet tonight. So I get excited on the thought of it. I have never been this happy for a dinner meeting or we can say dinner date.

I immediately called my colleague to inform that I wasn't coming today for work, so if she can work on my behalf. She is a woman of my mother's age and is very sweet. She treat me as her son, so she agreed quickly. I heartily thanked her and she wished me happiness for tonight.

I hurried to get a bath and dressed myself as fast as I can because I did not want to get late at any cost. I was thinking about her from the moment we parted, how come I delay to see her and when she herself has invited me to meet.

Ohhh! God I am feeling really blessed. Thank you for bringing her in my life. I Love you God