Zak came close to him and puts a hand around his shoulder and says:Man, I know how you feeling right now. trust me I know. If you can't find any answers to your questions just give them some time answers will come to you
Kabir:Maybe that's good or .....he replied a little calmly
I heard that giving every bit of hope to faith is not good. we should do our part too. My uncle once said that " A win without a drop of sweat is never countable ". But, zak cut him off. what are you going to do?
.Kabir:I don't know yet, you have a girlfriend, right?
Yes so.
How did you fall in love or how was the feeling? Zak was silent for a couple of minutes and say: Kabir I wish I could say how I felt but the truth is it all started from a regret. My all friends except you, all of them a girlfriend. At first, I was ok with it. But as the days move, I had a few thoughts on my mind like " Am I good for anyone or could I get anyone? Etc. I know it is a little embarrassing.
As days pass it comes stronger than ever. At that moment the only thing on my mind was to get a girlfriend as fast as I can, not any girl but a beautiful girl. Do you remember the day I proposed to her?
Yes
The day I propose to her that day I saw her. Some people may say love at first sight. But I saw them as persons jealous of their friends.
Kabir asked him grief: but you never spoke about it.
Zak: How could I share something like this bro? Even I was too shame that I told you this
Kabir: you know how I see you. I not only see you as a friend but also as a brother.
Zak: Thank you, man
Are you guys ok now?
No, not really. There is no more thrill or excitement for me anymore but the hardest thing is I can't even say I want to end.
Little shockingly Kabir asks: why?
Zak takes a breath and says: she is one of the great, beautiful, kind and smart girl I ever met. But how much I try I can't see her as a girlfriend.
Kabir: so
Zak: the moment I tell her that I need to end '.she will break and start to tear up. I can't see her like that. I care for her very much. I need to find a way. Away that I can't hurt her less.
Kabir came near to him and sat and say :
Brother if you need any help don't mind to ask.
Zak: Kabir, the real reason I told you now is don't make any fast decision on this. Because if you lost your feelings for her since that moment you were playing or you were playing with her emotions too. So first understand yourself and what kind of feelings you have for her .love, infatuation or any other. for a moment Kabir know what was going through his mind. feeling sad for Zak in Kabir's mind he replay:yes brother I will