Her eyes welled up with tears, but she fought them back, not wanting to make the situation any more dramatic than it already was. She knew it wasn’t fair to him, but she couldn’t lie to him either. That was the most important promise she had made to herself after her divorce from Ronin, that she would be honest with herself and others about her feelings.
“I’m scared that it’s happening too fast.” She said to him, having to force the words because of all those timid voices in her head. “I’m scared that you literally came out of nowhere and I don’t know how to handle this. You. Sometimes I feel like everything is wrong, that the person I’m trying to be isn’t actually me. But then I think about it a bit more and remind myself that in the past, I had lived every moment of my life for the happ
