I sat wrapped in Ryder's arms as we decided to stay on the beach for a while and just look at the sunset. I was unhappy with how Eddy got everything right in his life without even apologizing to me? I hated how he got everything after what he's done to me. I never felt good enough for him, I dressed up just to feel beautiful for him and get his attention but even that didn't work.
And when I wanted nothing but to forget about him and move on, he always shows up. Knowing that he hurt me but he smiles like he doesn't care. He greets me like he is playing with my emotions. Says my name as if he still has control over me. And all I want is for him to go away and disappear.
I gave a sigh and leaned back into Ryder's arms. He tightened his arms around me and rested his chin on my shoulder. "An
