I just kept on staring at my intertwined hands resting on my lap while the doctor continued explaining to us what just happened. I avoided Ryder's stare and if I could, his embrace. But he stayed seated next to me on the hospital bed with his arm resting on my shoulders as he held me against his side
I wanted to scream, cry, and throw things around with my mind, but what good will that do? Will it bring my baby back? I dropped my head in shame and watched the tears fall onto my lap. "I'll give you two a minute to discuss the options." The doctor said before leaving the room and leaving us on our own.
My mind was so foggy that I didn't hear when Ryder talked to me. "Love?" He asked his voice laced with concern as he held his fingers underneath my chin and gave it a soft push so I would lo
