Time passes slowly, why would it not when in a loveless relationship. I had long since turned of age for a mate, and I have long felt nothing for my mate. He was supposed to be my soul bond, the person in this world who I was connected to most, could share my soul with. But I felt nothing, maybe it was because we were together before I came of age for a mate, maybe it was because of the way he treated me and the fear I had felt from him.
Mates were a lie, the bond was a lie, at least mine was. In school, from parents and everyone you heard to the brilliance and love. All I felt was broken, my only reason for being, for living, to make life for my pack better under his rule. To disguise and appeasing as many of his sick fantasies as possible so that he did not lay waist to the people I car
