Torn Between Two

Introduction

    Every summer, I remember going to Camp Foxford with Cody and Archer. One summer when we were 12 and Archer was 13, we played spin the bottle with this girl we met while we were getting fire wood from the forest. I think her name was Suzy or something so plain like that. She just had a very plain personality. Archer ended up spinning the other girl and looked very embarrassed at me, but I just smiled.  At that time everything was normal.

Nobody "like-liked", as we called it,  each other or was jealous of each other. I wasn't torn between two people at that time. My life wasn't falling into tiny little pieces all over the ground, slowly turning into a pile ashes, meaning nothing to anyone, by living it's worthless. But we aren't 12 anymore. We are 17 and 18. We are in high school. No more silly spin the bottle games or innocent hand holding. We are almost adults. Our lives are up to us now. Not our parents, our friends, only us. This is our generation. It's our time to shine, but shinning too brightly can destroy someone else's life, but still helping them shine may make you fall...