Chapter 25
Janessa's POV
Fuck Graham Caldwell and f**k me too!
I don't know why I did what I did.
‘I need you…in me?’ My God, Janessa. Get a grip.
The night we dropped Ivette, his singing and touching. His tenderness in my apartment and then in my dream.
Those were all the weapons fashioned against me. That put me in my feelings.
It's been days since then and he was still so soft with me. Like I might break.
He hadn’t taken me or given himself to me. Just held me- and that broke me worse.
We still hadn’t had s*x till now.
Just warm cuddles, soul-clutching kisses. His work, movies together and everything regarding my business.
I couldn’t tell him what was wrong. I didn’t know what was wrong.
It wasn't supposed to happen. Sure, it felt good with him- easy, safe.
But where wou
