Stealing You

Episode 9

Jaz's Point Of View,

I was so f*****g scared at the moment those words left my mouth, I did not know why the hell I said those words, I mean I just wanted to feel that and I just wanted to do that but I just do not want her to feel that I am getting crazy over here or I am just being desperate to kiss her so I just want to make her feel safe but see what the hell I did, I was so scared even look at her, she was just staring at me so badly and I just do not know what should I say now, but then she started laughing so hard, and I just looked at her with wide eyes.

"Just look at your face, you are looking so damn cute while being so scared", she said to me and I just looked at her and she was still smiling and laughing at me.

"You are not angry with me", I asked her slowly and she just shook her head, and laughed again.

"Oh Jaz, you are just so innocent, I mean you really thought that I will be angry with you for that", she asked me as I was just looking at her with wide and shocking eyes, I just know that it was not a big deal that I said that to her but still I just thought that I made her feel unsafe with me.

"Ela, I just thought you got angry with me", I said slowly and she just laughed again and cupped my face.

"Aww Jaz, you are so cute", she said and placed her lips on mine and I just felt that my body got rigid the moment her lips touched mine, I just thought that I was dreaming so I was just blinking my eyes but no, it was damn sure, she was kissing me for real and I just could not believe it, her lips were on mine and my heart was beating so damn fast, she is kissing me for real, oh my god, what is happening, I am not dreaming, that all is happening for real.

She was sucking my lips and I was feeling that I am having a current in my whole body, I do not know what should I do, I just never kissed anyone before that and now it is the very first time when I am getting kissed by such a pretty girl, my heart is beating like it will come out from my chest anytime soon, she was still kissing me and I just could not even move an inch from my place, I was still the same, standing there like a statue, she then stopped kissing me and looked at me, she was looking a little upset and I just made a confused face, s**t seems like I just made her upset, gosh, how the hell I a so stupid.

"Did not you like it, I am just so sorry, I just did that", she said and I just cursed under my breath coz I should get an award for being the most stupid guy in the whole f*****g world, she was looking so embarrassed, s**t, I just did not want her to feel like that, why the hell I am just reacting that I am not liking it.

"Are you crazy, I just loved that, I mean you made me feel so special and I just do not know how to thank you for that, you are just so amazing", I said to her and she just looked at me with worried eyes.

"then why you did not respond, I was just kissing you like I am the only one who want it, you did not kiss me back and that is making me feel unwanted", she said and I just looked at her with sad eyes, I just started looking here and there as it is so hard for me to look into her eyes as it was so embarrassing to look into her eyes, I did not want her to feel like that, I also want her to feel that I love her so much and I just want to kiss her so badly but I just could not do that.

"Amm, what if I say that I do not know how to kiss, I mean I never do that before, so I have no idea what should I do, and also I was so scared and nervous that it was actually happening, so I just made this mistake, can you please forgive me for that", I said to her and she just started laughing so hard after hearing my words, first she was just looking at me and I just thought that I made her angry again but when she started laughing, I just looked at her with wide eyes, she was laughing without any fear and without any flow, I was just loving the way she was laughing, she was looking so damn cute while laughing like that.

"Are you serious, I mean you seriously do not know how to kiss Jaz, that is so funny", she said between her laughs and I just looked at her with narrow eyes, she was laughing at me like that.

"Amm it is that funny, seriously", I asked her and she just nodded her head and laughed again.

"Obviously I mean you would be the first guy who does not know how to kiss someone, I did not know you were that sweet, I am so sorry that I got angry with you before but now I am not angry at all, trust me", she said and laughed again, I just glared at her and she just put her hands on her mouth.

"I am so sorry but trust me, I am not making fun of you, I can understand that it is not your fault, so just chill okay, you are so cute like a small baby", she said to me and pulled my cheeks like a small baby and I just did not feel good after that coz she is treating me like a baby, and I was just looking at her with angry eyes but she was still laughing at me and her laugh was just making me so angry.

"Come on Ela now stop laughing, I just said what I felt but now just look at you, you are making fun of me", I said to her and I just realized that I was complaining at her like a baby for real now and I just cursed under my breath, she just laughed si hard and I just felt that my anger was increasing now, so I just held her hand and pulled her near me and she instantly stopped laughing.

"Do not dare to think that I am baby", I said and put my lips on her lips.