Ela's Point Of View,
My mood was not good when I left my home for an office, I was missing my dad and mom so much, they both stay so busy in their lives and sometimes they even forget that they both have a daughter too and she misses them so much, I do not like this life much, I want them to stay with me but their busy life does not allowes them to even meet me, it is just me who wants to meet them, I just pushed my all thoughts away coz I just can not work like that, I just saw that Dimmy was waiting for me at the road, Dimmy is my favoirte dog and I just love him so much and that day I was shooting his video, he understands me so well and he does everything that I say to him, so I told him to run so that I can shoot his vidio and he did and I was shooting a video and a bike came to him and he also jumped in front of that bike and he got hit so badly and I got scared so hard, and tears started falling from my eyes and I just ran towards him, I saw that guy was just behind me and I just looked at him.
I just found him cute, and seems like he was a nice guy, coz he did not run away as others do, he stay there for help and that is when I got to know that he is not like others, and that made me so happy, I just chose to go with him and I just went with him as I picked him in my arms and I was so shocked when I got to know that he does not when the vetanary hospital, I mean how the hell he never wants to that hospital and that means he never saved any animal before, that was pretty sad but I was still glad that he is ready to help me, I just took him inside forcefuly coz he was not ready to go inside with me and I just did not like it, so I just made him go with him and so he did, I liked the way he was following me, he was somehow handsome and cute and his bike was also nice, I just do not know why but I did not find him creep, he was nice and well mannered, so I just decided to talk to him and being nice with him coz he was also being so nice with me.
The doctor told me that Dimmy's having injuries and they have to keep him with them for some days, I was so upset to hear that from them, I just did not want that, I want him to be fine soon, but it will take few days and that made me cry again and the way he was helping me and trying to cooing me, I just liked that so much, he was really a nice guy and I just thought that I should say to him that it was nice to meet him but I just could not say that, he just dropped me at my office and I just walked inside, I was thinking about him the whole day, his images were not leaving my mind and it was only him who was running into my mind whole day, it was so hard for me to not to think about him, it was so hard for me to not to think about him.
The whole day was so hard for me coz all I did was think about him, I just could not take my mind off his thoughts, he was really something and I just could not stop my thoughts, gosh, I was just cursing my mind for thinking like that but still could not help.
"Hey Ela, what happened you look so strange, I mean you look so happy today, is there anything you wanna share", Sheena asked me as I was leaving the office and the moment she said that to me, a blush came on my face which was so hard to hide for me, I just know that I can not hide my real emotions for so long, they just come on my face straight the moment I feel like that.
"Oh really, I mean it is nothing like what you are saying, it was just like another casual day", I said to her but she was just glaring at me, she is my friend and she somehow knows me so well, but there is no way that I am gonna tell her about him, that would be so early, I just met him once and I just have no idea if I will ever get a chance to see him again, so it would be better for me to stay quiet for some days until I meet him again.
"Oh come on Ela, you know you can not lie to me, it is okay if you do not want to share, I will wait until you will tell me about it, till then see you", she said to me and left the office, I just felt so bad after she left, it was not like I want to hide it from her, but I just do not want to anyone know about this thing which is not sure yet, I was feeling so pissed off then before now and I just walked out and started waiting for a cab, I just do not know why the hell that happened to me, I mean thje whole day I was so excited and happy about him and now I am just missing him, I just know it was so strange that missing someone you met for once, but your heart does not know all these right, he just miss anyone he likes and right now I am also missing him so much, I was just waiting and waiting when I saw him again coming towards me, a big smile came on my face the moment I saw him, he just stopped his bike near me and tapped my shoulder.
I was trying so hard to hide my excited face but it was next to impossible for me to hide them coz I was so f*****g happy to see him, he was here for me and I was just thinking that I will not get a chance to see him again, but right now he is standing here in front of me and I just could not believe it, I just thought I was dreaming but it was not a dream, it was reality, gosh, he was here for real.
"Hey, what are you doing here", he asked me and I just took a deep breath before replying to him.
"I am waiting for a cab", I said to him and he just looked at me and then said to me.
"I can drop you if you want", he said and my heart started beating so damn fast, this is what I want, I just want to be with him, I want to spend some more time with him so that I could get to know about him, I am feeling that I maybe like him so to explore my feeling I need to spend some time with him, so I just got ready to go with him, first of all I was thinking that it was wrong coz I should bother him like that but but later he admit that he wants to be with me too as he said he does not feel like bother at all with me so I just went with him, later I asked if he wants to eat something coz I was feeling so hungry and I need to eat something so we just went to eat pizza and that pizza was so yummy for real, I just licked my lips and started eating, maybe it was the best pizza of my life and I just never eat a pizza like that, gosh, i could still feel that yummyt taste and after that we went to eat ice cream coz pizza and ice cream is a great combination, it was my idea and I wanted to pay for that coz he already paid for pizza and I am not like other girls who spend boy's money like water, I just hate such girls, I am an indipendent girl who can earn money and spend it also, so he got ready and we went to eat ice cream, we talked a lot about each otehr's stuff and family, it was so nice with him, time was running like a train, I could not realize that it was already night when I reached to my room, and Mary called me coz she needed my help or else we were just sitting there and talking like there is no tomorrow at all.
And I just can never forget the moment when I kissed him, it was the very first time when I kissed a guy, I just thought that kissing someone is so ridicoulos and disgusting but when I was with him, I was feeling it so magical, it was something so different with him, he was not like other boys, he was so cute and innocent, I never know a guy who does not know how to kiss, coz when I kissed him, he did not kiss me back and I just felt so offended, it was obvious for me to feel like that, I collected all my stranght and kissed him and he did not even kiss me back so I got so angry but when he talked about it, I got to know that he does not know how to kiss and that made me laugh so hard, that is when I got to know why he was looking at me like that while kissing, he was trying to observe things or maybe he was trying to learn how to kiss, no matter what that was but I just laughed so hard, coz he was so cute.
That day was the best day of my life till now, I never enjoyed that much with anyone, not even with Mary, I enjoyed her comapny a lot, but with Jaz, it was totally different and I was f*****g enjoying each passing moment with him, I was holding his shoulder coz I was scared of bikes, I do not like them much, coz I always avoid bikes, when I was a kid I fell from the bike and that injury was so serious for me, I got hurt and I cried a lot, so after that, I started hate bikes, and I just did not want to tell him that so I was just trying my best to stay calm behind him coz it was so strange to tell him that I am scared of bikes, coz I sit with him in the morning too with Dimmy but now I was scared but somehow I just managed to sit with him, my hands were shivering an I was holding him as my life is depending on him, but this feeling was so magical, and I can never foreget these moments with him.
I was enjoying each moment with him while I got a call from Mary, my best friend, she got her periods and she needs me, so I just need to go to her, he even helped me to get medicines for Mary, he was really nice, he then dropped me at my room and left, I was just looking at his back until he disappears, soon I just got into my room and saw Mary was looking waiting for me but she was having a mischievous smile on her face.
"Hey, are you okay, what the hell happened to you", I asked her as I handed her medicines and when she opened the bag she smiled so hard.
"Wow, you got me chocolates, thank you so much, Ela, I just love you so much", she said and got up from her bed.
"Hey come on, you do not need to get up from there, just stay there and have some rest", I said to her but she just shook her head and jumped from the bed, oh my god, she is just so unbelievable, she was literally crying on the call and now just looked at her, jumping like a monkey.
"Mary, just look at you, you were f*****g crying on the call and now just look at you, dancing like a monkey, just behave like a girl", I said to her and she just glared at me,
"Who was he", she asked me and I just looked at her with wide eyes, what the hell she is talking about, s**t, did she see me with him, oh my god, now she will ask me about him, what the hell I will tell her now.
"What are you talking about", I asked her and she just glared at me, s**t, her eyes her telling me that I can not lie to her, why the hell anyone can read me like an open book, now I am just hating myself for that, I do not want to know anyone about me, but it is just hard to explain again coz I am just like that, can not hide my emotions anymore.
"Oh come on Ela, I am gonna slap you hard if you dare to lie to me, I f*****g saw you with him, you were climbing down from that bike, I just do not know why do I remember that someone was scared from bikes, huh", she said to me and I just know that she was trying to tease me but I just do not know what the hell I should say now.
"Amm yeah, so you were talking about him, he is my friend", I said to her and she was still glaring at me, I just know she was waiting for me to say something more but I do not know how to tell her everything, gosh, I even kissed him too, I did not know that I will kiss him on the first day, I do not even talk to anyone at first day but today I just crossed my limit with him, kissing him was not an easy task for me, it was so hard for me to push my limits for him, but the great thing is, I did not feel wrong about it, I just never felt this right before.
"Come on, say more, I am waiting for you to finish, I need to know everything, as long as I know you, you have no friend, who is male so now you need to explain everything to me, so tell me fast", she said to me with angry eyes and I just gulped hard.
"Well, he is not my friend but I just met her today and he is a nice guy, he came to drop me", I said to her but her eyes were still fixed on me as she was waiting for me to continue.
"Okay, why the hell you are stopping, again and again, tell me more, tell me everything, and do that fast coz your slow pace is driving me crazy", she said to me with angry eyes and I just glared at her, what the hell, she is yelling at me like that and staring at me with angry eyes too.
"What do you want to hear, there is nothing to tell you more", I said to her but her glare was not stopping, she is still staring at me with angry eyes.
"I want to hear everything you are trying to hide and that thing is making me so angry, so it would be better if you tell me everything fast", she said to me as she just shake my shoulder and I just looked at her with wide eyes, she got mad for real, I just know that I can not hide it anymore, she is not gonna spare me until I will tell her the whole thing, so I just took a deep breath and nodded my head.
"Okay fine, fine Mary, can you please stop staring at me like that first", I said to her and a big smile came on her face and she nodded her head happily and sat on the bed.
"Okay that is great, now tell me fast coz I ca not wait anymore", she said to me as she clapped with her hands and I just glared at her, that was not needed, why the hell she was getting overexcited, it is not that big deal, I also sat beside her and took a deep breath before telling her everything, she was listening to me very carefully and I was just looking at her coz the way she was looking at me that was making me so f*****g irritated.
"Mary, can you please stop staring at me like that first, what the hell is wrong with my face, huh", I said to her and she just started laughing hard, and nodded her head.
"Oh my god, this was just amazing, I mean I just can not believe that all happened with you for real, it all looks like a movie scene, you met her and he dropped you and he came to you again and picked you, you guys went to a pizza date and then to an ice cream date and in the end, you both even kissed hard, gosh, I always wished something like that would happen to me, but nothing happened, and now just look at you, you got a handsome guy with charming face and he is so happy to have you and you both already kissed", she said and I just glared at her, what the hell is wrong with her.
"Mary, what the f**k is wrong with you, are you f*****g jealous of me, you are already having a boyfriend, and he loves you so much, but look at you, why the hell you are not happy", I asked her and she just rolled her eyes at me.
"I also love him and no Ela, I am not f*****g jealous at all, it is just I am saying that he is handsome, I do not think that I said something wrong, and I am just jealous coz your story sounds so filmy and romantic and I always wanted to have one, but could not have it", she said to me with a sad face and I Just tapped her shoulder, okay, so I can understand how she is feeling and I am not gonna blame her for that, she was always like that, so that is fine for me, hopefully, she will be fine after getting married.
"Well, you told me everything about him, but you still did not tell me his name", she asked me with narrow eyes and I just smiled at her hard, a cute blush came on my face after hearing it.
"Amm, his name is Jaz.