Ela's Point of View, It is never easy for me to come out of that place, I love those kids so much and I do not want to hurt them at any cost, I feel so emotional and weak aroud them, I feel bad for them coz I am not able to help them, I know that when they will grow up, this thing will hurt them so much that why they are not having someone by their side but sometimes I think that I have my parents but still I feel so alone and always feel that I have no one by my side with whom I can share my pain, I know Mary is doing her best to be with me, but still there is so many time when I miss my mom and my dad but seems like they do not even care at all, why the hell they do not miss me when Jaz asked me about them I really felt so bad and upset, they are always a sensitive topic for me coz may

