Tiffany's POV
"Tiffany, I'm sorry," Juniel said then she hugged me.
My mind was somewhere else, it hurts me so much that I rejected Mistress Erika. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to move, and I don't have appetite to eat nor even drink water.
And wait, Juniel said sorry? For what? I gently pulled away to face her. She has teary eyes and looked guilty?
"Why?" I asked weakly.
"I know you rejected Big boss because of what I've told you and I'm sorry for that," Juniel sincerely said.
"It's fine Juniel besides... You're right," I hate to admit it but it's true. What she said was true!
Juniel shook her head "No... you can give your heart to her. You can love her and take care of her. Material things are just nothing. What's important is the love Tiffany. You're both miserable and it's my fault."
"It's not your fault Juniel, it's my decision."
"Please... Don't torture yourself and Erika. You can be happy together," she encouraged me. She's different now. She care.
"I don't want to see Erika like this again. She's lost and out of control. I know, she's like this because she's really hurt. She's kind Tiffany, she don't deserve this. She deserve to be happy with the person she love... And that person is you," Juniel said as she looked deep in my eyes.
And she's right, Erika deserve to love and be loved.
It's just my excuse after all because I'm coward, I'm afraid to give in and love her. I don't want to be hurt but now this is what I've got, the pain in my chest is too much to bear that my brain and body almost stopped functioning.
I sighed and smiled at Juniel, I want to try it with Erika.
I want to feel the love with the most important person in my life now.
I want Erika.
And I want her to be my girlfriend, it's all clear "Thank you Juniel, thank you so much."
She nodded "Go and talk to her. She wants to see you. She's in the living room."
"Okay," I smiled.
This is it, Tiffany! Confess your love to her. Don't be afraid to be hurt, it's part of love. You can do it. Fighting!
So I went to the living room but I didn't expect what I saw. My heart plummet on the floor and my soul almost got out from my body. My knees became weak and my whole body was shaking.
Mistress Erika was sitting on the couch and a girl was sitting on her lap, her arms were wrapped around the Mistress's neck. They're kissing lustfully.
Tears quickly formed in my eyes and just second, it streamed down on my face. I felt there's something in my stomach that dropped down, I don't know. I wanted to move and run but I couldn't. My energy was drained and it's so hard to breathe.
The mistress broke their kiss when she sensed that I'm standing here watching them.
"Oh... There you are Tiffany... Why are you crying?" The Mistress asked innocently.
I opened my mouth but no words came out.
"Did I disgust you with this?" She pecked the girl's lips and she smirked.
Kill me now, gosh. My lower lip was quivering and tears were running down fast from my eyes. The smirk disappeared on Mistress Erika's face and she frowned. My hands crumpled the hem of my shirt.
"Tiffany..." Before she could say another word I ran outside the house. Again, I was running away but not too far because my legs became jelly.
I looked around, I'm in the parking area as I leaned my back on the wall. I started crying and sobbing hard.
Am I too late? She already over me?
What do I expect? I'm not that important! She can find someone better than me and I'm no better.
And because of that maybe her feelings for me wasn't that strong like I do. I'm so stupid to think that I could be her girlfriend despite the fact that I rejected her and hurt her.
I deserve this! But... I'm so tired.
Why do I need to suffer like this? I'm always like this.
I slumped my butt on the ground while leaning on the wall. I feel numb and hopeless.
"Well, well, well... Look who's here?" I saw Khun rubbing his hands together with his evil grin.
"So, Big boss dumped you already huh? She's with the hot chick, I saw her a while ago," he laughed.
I don't have energy to react. He's right anyway.
"With that, it means I can do whatever I want to you? She didn't care for you anymore, Tiffany!" Even if I know that already, it's still hurt me.
Khun walked and knelt down "Finally, you'll be mine."
He started to kiss my neck, still, it disgusts me but I can't move. I don't have energy, I feel so weak.
"Please don't..." I mumbled. It's all I can do, I can't shout for help.
"No one will help you. And before they found out, I'm outta here! You'll be mine, it's my pleasure Tiffany. You know, I always admire your body. And I will f**k you hard and c*m inside you!" He tried to kiss my lips but I moved my head then he licked my cheek. I scowled, yuck.
I'm really in bad luck. I chuckled miserably, no one will gonna help me. Mistress Erika doesn't care anymore.
Khun will get my body and just my body.
I'm so pathetic, I can't even protect myself.
Maybe, I deserve this.
I give up.
I need to end this life.
I know, no one will care and no one will notice.
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