Matt’s POV:
It has been almost a month since I broke up with Sam.
Even if I feel sad about it, I had to do it. I did not love her like I thought I would.
I had a huge crush on Sam before we were dating, and that was the reason I proposed to her. But as we spent more time together, I realised that what I felt towards Sam was just a temporary crush. Just an infatuation.
I have tried many times to try to develop some kind of romantic feelings towards her, but I just could not. I just could see her as a good friend. Nothing more. I did not love her in a romantic way, and I felt like a jerk all the time I was with her. I knew I was just wasting her time. She deserved to be with someone who loves her, but at the same time, I was scared of hurting her, like I had done when I finally broke
