KIKI’s POV.
I just did not want to be negative but even while I had my daughter alive and growing in my womb, I kind of knew things were going to go wrong. I knew I was not going to meet her. I just did not want to pass out my negative feelings. Lowly, I wished daily that those negative thoughts were not going to happen. I wished and hoped that I will meet my daughter. That all the pains and random temporary blindness, and even once in a while deafness are going to be worth it.
I low-key went back on my words of never invoking prayers because where was he when I was taken from his presence years ago? Though my man was a sinner to him and hence the punishment but what about me? I was completely innocent. My only sin was falling in love rather than remaining a nun, but becoming a nun shou
