Elena's POV:
I was going to take all the pills in my mouth but the next second, realization hits me. I came back into my sense and get horrified when I find myself nearly taking all the pills. Instantly, I throw them off from my shaky hand.
I don't know in which sense I was even trying to kill myself after losing my dignity. I would love to die before losing my virtue and my self-respect. But now when I lose it, there is no use in killing myself because my soul already dead and I have to live until I saw my Stefan for one last time.
Without finding back Stefan, I can't even imagine about my death. I already lost everything about myself and now there is nothing to lose so I have to deal with the pain every single day without thinking about my death because until now I realized that pain
