Lauren's pov I stood there like a fool, the moment her question popped up I had no idea what to say, my heart dropped into my stomach and now all I felt was shame. I had just embarrassed my own friend in front of everyone, and now all eyes were on me. The shame felt like a new dress– tight and heavy with a bridal shawl. I turned to Vivian , as I tried to apologise. “Vivian…I'm sorry, I didn't mean–” But clearly she wasn't ready to hear a single word from my apology.. She pushed me away as I tried to touch her. My feet slid backwards as I felt myself tip over. I was already bracing for a fall and I could already imagine the eyes staring as I hit the floor, but luckily for me, a strong hand caught me from behind. I let out a sigh of relief, but still I froze. My breath got stuck in my

