What if
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Chrisy boo
Wow... There's alot that you haven't told me lately huh?
Blondyberry
I know and I'm sorry I was just scared that you would react like Sarah did... Please don't be mad at me...
Chrisy boo
I'm not mad hunny just wish you would have realized I'm not like Sarah. Im a real friend and I care about you way to much to treat you like that.
Blondyberry
I...I know. I just... Didn't think Sarah would do that to me either. I mean she used to be my best friend.
Chrisy boo
Hey I thought I was your best friend!
Blondyberry
You know what I mean!
Chrisy boo
Ya ya I know I was just kidding. Tryin to make you smile.
Blondyberry
Im sorry I guess I'm just really stressed out...
Chrisy boo
I get it. I don't blame you for being stressed but it's gonna be okay.
Blondyberry
Idk how your so sure but okay I gonna go to sleep now
Goodnight~
Chrisy boo
Alright goodnight I'm working at the gas station tomorrow so can't talk till the evening.
Sighing at his last message Trinity washed her face and brushed her teeth. She simply through the pregnancy test into the bin and went to bed.
The next evening
Blondyberry
Hey
Chrisy boo
Hey hunny how the day been so far?
Blondyberry
Meh...
Chrisy boo
That bad huh?
Blondyberry
*Sighs*
Chrisy boo
What's wrong?
Blondyberry
Am I a burden?
Chrisy boo
What? No of course not! Why would you think that?
Blondyberry
Well it's just that I'm always talking about my problems (witch I have alot of) and expecting you to care enough to try and make me feel better or tell me how to fix it. I don't want to be that girl who's always bothering her friends just because she doesn't know how to deal with her own life ya'know?
Chrisy boo
Can I tell you a secret?
Blondyberry
Ofc
Chrisy boo
Nobody knows what to do with their life that's why we have friends
Blondyberry
Idk...
Chrisy boo
You know I don't mind it when you vent right? I like knowing that I have the power to help someone else be happier cause if I can make you happy then maybe I can make myself happy
Blondyberry
Wow Chris that was deep...
Chrisy boo
Shudap
Blondyberry
Hey Chris?
Chrisy boo
Ya babe?
Blondyberry
One ew don't call me that
Chrisy boo
And two?
Blondyberry
It's just...what if I can't take care of this baby?
What if I have complications and lose the baby or even worse what if I die?
What if after it's born I can't even look at it cause of how much it reminds me of what happened?
What if I'm a bad mom?
What if I can't make enough money to support myself and the baby?
What if it's twins?
What if Im not good enough?
What if my so called parents kick me out on the street when they find out?
What if I can't do this alone?
Actually no I already know that I can't do this alone...
Chrisy boo
Woah...
First of all calm down on all the what ifs ight?
Blondyberry
Fine
...
Chrisy boo
Good. Now second of all we will answer all those questions when the time comes.
Blondyberry
We?
What do you mean we?
Chrisy boo
Well I'm
gonna move to Texas and come live there near you so I can be there whenever you need me!
Blondyberry
Holy crap chris! You don't have to do that! I'll be fine! I can't make you just pack up you life and move here just cause I got pregnant!
Chrisy boo
To late sweetie! I already found a job right across the street from your highschool!
It is still (insert school name cause I'm to lazy to come up with one) right?
Blondyberry
Yeah...
Shit I've gotta go I'll talk to you later okie?
Chrisy boo
Nuuu~ don't leave meh I still need cuddles!
Hello~?
Woman gimme cuddles and nobody gets (their feelings) hurt!
You already left didn't you?
*Sighs* goodnight kiddo
Smiling to her self as she read all his last texts putting her phone down with out replying. Hmph he gonna call me kiddo I'll act like one! Rolling her eyes at the on going joke Trinity went to sleep and for the first time in a while she slept peacefully.
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