S E V E N T E E N Back in our cave, at night, we all sit around the fire, completely exhausted. I lean my head back against the wall and close my eyes, and don’t think I can ever open them again. Every bone in my body is aching and hurting. I can’t believe what my body has been through these last two days. If someone told me I could fall asleep and wake up in twenty years, I think I would. I just want this agony and suffering to end—not just for me, but for all of us. We are fighting for our lives, clinging to life, but a part of me wonders, what for? This will only end in all of us being killed. In some ways, we are just prolonging our agony. I look around and see the exhausted faces of Bree and Charlie, Ben and Logan—and even Flo. It especially breaks my heart to see Logan, lying ther

