Still lost in his thought, Joe couldn't tell if he is supposed to just believe all that was going on in his mind, and even though all he could feel at the time was to just end the life of his friend, he still wants to believe that there is a mix up somehow.
As he lay in his hotel room, he raised his head to the ceiling, and he remembers the first time he actually introduced Joan to him as someone he would love to actually keep, especially since he has the feeling that he should protect her from whoever it is that was chasing her.
"She is beautiful, she is my spec, I love Blondies". He remembers Edward saying that to him that day, though he didn't say it Infront of her, but he feels that somehow, he must have made her know that he was into her, and they have decided to get along somehow b
