Leina looked hurt after I said those words. Her lips opened a bit to say a word but she immediately closed it. I saw how her tears immediately pooled in the corner of her eyes.
I don't want to hurt her. I know based on her reaction right now. She had feelings for Rainer. She just keeps it to herself. Maybe she's shy to admit it to him. That's why she stayed beside him as a friend. Bad for her she doesn't have the guts to be brave. If she's just brave to confessed her feelings towards Rainer maybe they already have a relationship now. But I'm so thankful that she didn't confess because it would be even more difficult for me to enter Rainer's system and life.
"I know what I'm doing and I am responsible for the outcome. And even more, I will not harm the person I love just because of
