Talliah Eryn Castillego POV AS OUR lips met with a hungry kiss. I can’t stop my tears from falling. I should be happy that we’re kissing right now but why does my heart hurt so bad. Rainer gently caressed my jaw as we kissed. I cried even more when I thought that this was the last night. My chest tightens every time his lips touch mine. I closed my eyes, I could still feel my tears falling. Rainer and I stopped kissing because he voluntarily let go. Even though I didn’t open my eyes, I could feel that he was looking at me intently. I don’t want to open my eyes. Because maybe when I see his eyes and his face I might not be able to continue what I was planning. Can I do it? That’s the question that’s kept on running in my system. My heart wants to stay and be selfish. But

