This was taken when we were at the amusement park.
I can’t stop myself from crying when I saw a clean penmanship above the picture. It says ‘My crazy Mommy’.
I bit my lower lip to stop myself from sobbing louder. Baby I’m sorry. I need to do what I think was right. Please forgive me.
I found a paper and a pen so I quickly took it and wrote what I wanted to say to him. After I write.
I quickly stood up and walked towards the door. I didn’t look back at Rainer because maybe when I see him I will suddenly change my mind and choose to be selfish to be with him.
I don’t want to be selfish. I choose to leave him for the meantime for him to reach his dreams. I choose to leave because I want him to build himself first. I want him to fly high.
I want my baby to be successful. Le
