I kissed both of their heads and smiled timidly at the camera. I was biting my lower lip while trying to stop myself from crying. I breathed hard and opened my mouth to start from talking “Hi baby, it’s been six years.” I bit my bottom lip when it trembled a bit. “Six years of missing you. Six years without you. I’m so sorry hmm. I hope you’ll understand me. There’s no day I stopped missing you.” My voice quivered a bit. I heard Caelliah soft sobs. There are so many words I want to say but I don’t want my children to hear what I have to say. They don’t know that I left their father. I left their father because I knew it was the right thing to do. I wonder if he’s doing well or not. Four years ago I came back to watch him as he climbed up to the stage wearing his gown indicati

