I closed my eyes as my vision began to spin. f**k I think I drank too much alcohol tonight. But it’s better so that I can fall asleep easily.
Six years I always had trouble sleeping peacefully at night without overthinking and reminiscing the past. There’s so many what ifs. That I know to myself that will always remain a question.
What if I didn’t sleep that night and just watched my girlfriend peacefully sleeping beside me. Can I stop her from leaving my side? Will she change her mind if I’ll beg him not to leave me?
I laughed humorlessly with that thought. How many times I’d been telling myself that overthinking doesn’t help me find where the f**k she is.
It’s so frustrating that I’d been waiting for her like a fool. There is no certainty if she will come back or if she wil
