I wish I had just faced my fear. I wish I could spend more time with him. But all my hopes are useless if I can’t bring him back. All I have now is the feeling of regretting. I squirmed in the chair while waiting for the person I wanted to see. The heart beats so fast that it seems like it will stop beating at any moment. “Ma’am she is here,” that voice quickly got my attention. I quickly looked where the voice was coming from, causing my knees to go weak. My heart tightened as my knees wobbled. Maybe if I was standing now I would have fallen a while ago. I saw the girl nurse together with the girl I really missed so much. The girl who used to be at my side in the lowest state. But here she is now in front of me with her no emotion face and eyes. “I’ll leave you for now. I

