Chapter Thirty-FiveMy next frantic inhale hurts so badly that it reminds me of the time I breathed in New York Harbor water. I ignore the physical pain, though. The emotional one is so much worse. Felix runs up and crouches next to me, worriedly looking me over. “Please let this be another vision,” I want to say, but nothing comes out of my swollen throat. Ariel can’t be dead. I wouldn’t be able to bear it. Wishing I could rub my eyes, I suck in another excruciating breath and try to roll onto my side. Shouldn’t this much pain short-circuit a vision? Uncaring, the nightmare continues unabated. I want to shout but still can’t. How could Felix do this? Granted, it probably looked like Ariel was killing me—which she was—so he made a terrible choice. A part of me wants to pity him,

