Time seems to stand still as I mourn my parents' marriage as if it’s my own, the truth is my brother and I have always been a part of their marriage but that doesn’t mean we get to be included in the decision making of whether they stay together or not. I have been spending all day locked up in my bedroom, my phone has been turned off and I have not bothered baking to make money. I just don’t care what happens anymore at least for now. Regardless of how broken and disheartened I was feeling I had to gather the strength to go and watch Matt play with his team, it wouldn’t had been fair to him if I didn’t go. He still hasn’t been told that our parents are divorcing, I won’t tell him because I am hoping for a miracle to happen and change of my parents’ minds. He was able to play well because
