A Work in Progress

Chapter Twelve: Kevin's POV

I just let the Dork know that I'm scared of my dad. Me, who isn't scared of anything, just let Double Dork know that it's all a lie. What the f**k is going on here?

"Why of course I'll stay with you Kevin." That isn't what I expected. After all the s**t I put him through and he still finds it in his dorky heart to be kind to me. I don't deserve that. This kid must be the most patient guy alive. I would've given up on me a long time ago. I'm glad he hasn't though.

"Thanks kid."As I look at the sunset the Dork sits back down next to me. In a moment of weakness I put my arm around him and pull him closer to me. It's amazing how perfectly he fits next to my body. It's almost like this is meant to be. As it gets darker the Dork sighs softly and rests his head on my shoulder. For a brief second I tense up but he just watches the sun set. I feel strangely comfortable with him here in my mom's meadow with me.

"Kevin...may I ask you a question now?" I look over at Double D and wait for him to talk again. I look into his blue eyes and notice the darker blue on the outer area and I feel as if I am falling into them. Goddamn I wanna kiss him so f*****g bad but I can't. Not until I know for sure that he feels the same way about me as I feel about him. 'What the f**k Kevin? Get it through your thick ass head. You're NOT gay!' Gay or not I wanna kiss him and I wanna know if he wants me. I will find out tonight. I won't stop until I do. Mark my words I will.