I closed the door on the room I had randomly picked. It was well furnished, but my clothes were still in Gray's room, and I couldn't bring myself to go back there. Not just because I didn't want to go back, but I was afraid of staying back there, staying right there, and being unable to leave.
I closed my eyes and leaned back on the door, my teeth gritted as tears filled my eyes, my chest heaving hard. My heart was breaking fast and hard, and I couldn't bring myself to think beyond the fact that I felt like I was grasping at nothing now.
My face buried in my hands as the tears ran faster and faster, my heart feeling way too heavy. The pieces were always going to be heavier.
I could see the images of Gray as I closed my eyes. His extremely beautiful smile as he handed me that half eaten
