One thing I probably never wanted was to lose control. I didn't want to lose to Grey. Or to Kevin. Or to Samantha. But my life has spiralled out of control in so short a time, and the only thing I am grasping to... is a man I barely even know. A man who could destroy me if he wanted. A man who... more than anyone else, was on my side. Gray broke the kiss for a short second before he leaned back in, his lips taking mine, his cheek brushing mine. And that was when I felt it. The moisture. That was when I tasted the tears. Felt the cold. The melancholy that had sipped into our kisses. I held him tighter, my eyes closing as I arched closer to him. Using all of the strength I could possibly muster, I turned, my lips still locked in his, my hair falling out from behind me to sprawl all over

