DESMOND
"What are you going to do now Desmond?" My mother suddenly asked after several moments of silence in the car. But I chose not to pay any attention to her words. My mind had wandered somewhere else completely, I couldn't keep the thought of Maya off my mind. She was in so much suffering and I couldn't help in the slightest. Never ever have I felt this useless. Neither could I get it off my mind that all these things were solely my fault. I was the cause of her miseries and the worst truth of all was that I didn't know when she was ever going to be awake. The fear of her stuck in that state forever was enough to cause a cold feeling to haunt my spines. My palms curled into a fist on instincts and I asked myself, how did my life come to this? How did everything go to shambles? The mo
