I pretended to be asleep the whole drive on our way home. I don't have the strength to open my eyes and see him. I feel so low, so disappointed, so hurt.
He feels something for me, I can feel that. But I guess he's not that determined to remove April out of his life, I guess he's not that determined to cut her off, to totally get over her. He still cares for her, he still loves her. No matter how hard he try to show everyone that he's moved on, I know he's not. I know he's still into her.
Maybe I should stop myself now, maybe I should do something to stop myself from falling deeper. I don't want to get hurt, I don't want to beg for him to love me because that is not the Naomi I know.
I grew up being liked by a lot of people, being adored. I never begged for people's attentio
