They say that time is a healer. They say that time is a healer.Bollocks! Bollocks!Time has marched on inexorably, and I am no more healed than I was the day it happened, the day that bastard r***d me. Time has marched on inexorably, and I am no more healed than I was the day it happened, the day that bastard r***d me.If anything, the depression got worse, If anything, the depression got worse,As did the drinking. As did the drinking.As did the soulless partying and joyless s*x. f*****g strangers I neither liked nor ever wished to see again. As did the soulless partying and joyless s*x. f*****g strangers I neither liked nor ever wished to see again.But somewhere in the depths of what passed for the shreds of my soul, there was a small modicum of self-respect. But somewhere in the dep

