Evander/Havoc's P.O.V. *************************************************** ~ Four days later ~ *************************************************** These last few days have been killing me. I've been throwing myself into the shop or club business to keep my thoughts distracted. I've been avoiding spending any time around Bly at all. I just... can't. I can't look at her. Not without feeling so guilty that I could throw up. I need to come clean about what I did. To all of them. I need to tell the guys that I sent Bly away. I need to tell Bly that I lied to her back then. I need to man-up and do the right thing. They're all going to hate you... All of them. Especially now that we know Bly was being fu.cking abused. It's all my fault. It's my fault she doesn't trust us, doesn't think we'

