= 12 years later =
So much time passed since everything happenned. We started a new life. I got used to living as a human. My wolf wasn't talking to me for six years now. I was almost normal human. Of course I had different scent and my senses were better than average human, but people couldn't notice it. I was also better at sports, but they thought I just had talent. I had so many sport achievments that I was even offered full scholarships in three different colleges. The only problem was that I didn't want to attend one.
My parents were so mad when I told them that I'm not going to college. They couldn't understand my decision. And they would never understand it because of the one thing they didn't know. I was so tired of playing human. I hated the idea of living my whole life like this. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I hate humans. It's just that I am not and I'm never gonna be one. I was just tired of living a lie. Not hearing my wolf should make it easier for me, but it only made me feel empty. I knew I couldn't be whole without my wolf and my mate. I couldn't live my life like that, with this emptiness inside me.
I decided I have to get my wolf back. Of course I couldn't tell my family about it, because they would be worried. They could try to stop me. So I lied. I told them I'm going on vacation with my friend. I packed my things and some money and let them drive me to the airport. I said goodbye to them and promised to call them everyday, then I pretended to go to my flight.
I waited for an hour, just to be sure they are gone and I went out of the airport. I went shopping for some survival stuff. When I had everything I needed I became my two hours walk to the nearest forest.