BON VOYAGE - BTS V (FANFICTION)

CHAPETR 5

KAT'S POV

I woke up at around 7 in the evening. I was so exhausted from my trip that I even slept without eating lunch.

While showering, I remembered something at the airport. I saw Kim Taehyung! But I was not sure if that was really him. I was tired and sleepy so I did not know if I was hallucinating or what.

I cannot confirm it but if I got to see him here that would be good.

Uhm wait. If I was hallucinating should I hallucinate Jin instead? You are just denying it but you like Taehyung the most right?

Hmm. I liked them all. Oh no! I should probably stop talking to myself.

I was hungry and I decided to see the city for dinner. I dressed myself with a white slightly loose V-neck tshirt, shorts and slippers. I wore minimal makeup, liptint, blush, foundation and concealer, and to cover my haggard look.

As a designer, I dressed in a very simple way and it would reflect to my designs as well. My colleagues often laughed at how I dress myself saying that it was too simple. I did not have a single piece of accessory in my body. But I think that simplicity and minimal is a style that would suit me.

Satisfied by my reflection, I took my summer bag and just got out of the hotel.

I have decided not to eat dinner at the hotel because I wanted to see the place during my first night. Since Valletta is a small place, I could just walk to a restaurant.

While I was walking, I realised that the place was so familiar. Maybe because I came prepared and I did lot of research before coming to this place.

I went to a restaurant wherein there was someone singing. I remembered Jungkook singing Lost Stars during their visit.

Thinking of Jungkook I remembered my experience in the airport. I started looking around maybe... Nah! I should probably stop.

Good thing the waiter came with the menu. I quickly ordered a steak and a glass of wine for my first meal in Malta. I was supposed to be eating with my husband, but here I am, alone without someone to talk to.

Now that I think about it, it was good to discover the cheating before the wedding. It would be a huge deal if I found out about the cheating when we were married already.

There are still a lot of things that I should be thankful of.

That thought cheered me a little from my depressed thoughts a while ago.

I was drowned by my thoughts and its a good thing the waiter finally got my order.

"Thank you!"

I can finally eat and enjoy the tasty food, great ambiance and the good music.

I was still thankful that I was able to come visit this place. I promised myself to make the most of the time while being here in Malta.

I ordered another glass of wine and got lost in my thoughts. I got a little tipsy and I noticed that no one was singing anymore.

I called the waiter to pay the bill and after, asked, "Hi! Is there a chance for me to sing there?" pointing at the area where Jungkook sang.

"Yes, of course miss! You can!" he answered me immediately.

I think it was the alcohol that was making me so brave right now. Also, no one knows me so I can do whatever I want.

I went to the "stage" and plugged my phone to the speaker. I played the song that was perfect for what I am feeling at the moment.

I played a version of the song "Eyes, Nose, Lips" which was originally a korean song but it a local artist back at home made her own cover in english version.

I liked the song and saw a video of Taehyung and Jungkook singing the song before.

You ain't even really gotta lie

I just need you to say goodbye

Then I'll really let you go

And you'll never see me so just

Stop wasting my time

I'll never come around you again no more

This will be the end

So just shut the door

But you'll miss me everyday

So hurt in every way

It'll probably make you wanna

go and drive yourself insane

You could've had it all

but you broke my heart

And now I gotta do what I do

You know you always

bring out the best in me

But you played me for a fool

Why you do that babe?

It doesn't have to be this way

But there's no way I could stay

And your eyes, nose, lips

It haunts my memory

I can't forget you if I tried

I wanna believe in your lies

As I was singing, I did not notice my tears that kept on falling. I was being too emotional. I continued singing and poured all my emotions to the song.

Now you can go look for

that girl next door

Cause you ain't the

one I can call my own

I know you'll miss me everyday

So hurt in every way

It'll probably make you wanna

go and drive yourself insane

You could have had it

all but you chose her

And now I gotta find someone new

You don't even know

you had the best in me

Now who looks like a fool?

Why'd you do that babe?

It doesn't have to be this way

But there's no way I could stay

I wish that I can this all just go away

But it seems there's

nowhere I can escape

Thought that I'd be okay if I

never have to see your face again

I finished singing and saw two people somewhat crying with me too. Maybe they felt my loneliness through my song.

I heard their applause while I was wiping my tears. Embarrassed, I bowed while not looking at them at all and then walked out.

I walked back to the hotel. My fatigue from the singing, crying and the long flight came and I directly went to the bed and dozed off.