CHAPTER 2
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He rejected me
I walked to him and he welcomed me, he also offered me a seat beside him.
Then we have our first conversation together, having a seat beside him felt really good, and I realize everything I do close to him always feels so good, I was nervous about how to start a conversation with him because he focused much on his phone, and then a louder voice came from people who were outside calling for help, that there was a rubber attack outside and everyone were running for their dear life.
As people were running, the first thing he did was to save me and he offered to escort me to my room. This time I couldn't say no because I badly wanted to have a long conversation with him.
On our way to the hotel room, he started the conversation by asking me what my name was.
My name is Christiana.
He asked for my father's name.
I said Williams.
And he said, you are Christiana Williams?
I said yes.
I asked him for his name too and he told me he is Allen Godspower.
His name is Godspower and his father's name is Allen.
I asked him where he lives and he told me, he also asked mine and I told him too.
He is 29 years old while I'm 25.
He told me what he does which I really like and he makes millions every month.
Godspower is a billionaire at his younger age, when he told me of his worth I was speechless and I didn't know what to say or told him again, I'm my head I thought I can never be a woman of his taste, I had a feelings he might turn me down if I should confess my feelings to him, I rubbed my hair to the front and back, on raising my head up I realized her was staring at me.
And then I asked him of his relationship status, and he told me he is single, then a part of me feels so happy that he is.
Then I felt I should tell him what's in my mind and again I thought of starting with friendship.
Godspower if you don't mind I will love to be your friend, with my voice shaking.
He laughed, and I was worried what his response could be, but deep down I knew he already understood where I was heading to.
And he said Christiana, you know you are too small to say you want to be my friend.
I thought he was joking then I laughed and I also jokingly said yes I know but I mean it.
And he faced me and said, now you are here in your room and safe. Can I leave now because I have other things to deal with out there.
He was about to turn to leave when I held one of his hands and begged him to pls stay so we could talk and understand each other.
And then he said you can tell me what's on your mind without holding me, and I immediately left him hand.
I'm my mind. I started asking myself if I'm doing too much, then I distracted myself away from all the negative thoughts in my mind.
Then I walked up to him and held both his hands while we faced each other.
Then I confessed my feelings to him, I told him how I have been feeling the moment I set my eyes on him, how I always imagine myself around him starting from the moment I first saw him, I told him I really likes him and I want him to be my first, I explain to him I've never felt this way over a man in my life, I begged him to give me a chance to prove myself to him that I'm never going to give him a problem.
Godspower got his hands free from mine and held my face in her hand and said to my face Christiana if you are dreaming about this pls wake up.
Then water rolled down from my eyes and he used his fingers to wipe them away and he whispered to my ear that he didn't know what it felt like to be crying over people.
At that moment I felt really ashamed of myself and my entire self.
Then I say to myself that I can not false love, I can't false him to have the same feelings as I do, and if I have to beg him to be in my life then he do not belong there, and if I false him and I later find myself where I do not belong to it might be a later regret in my life.
And then godspower walked out of my room without any other word from him.
From that moment I kept avoiding Godspower, till I left for my house we never crossed each other again.
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