Extreme Hate

First day of college.

My alarm wokes me up as usual. It's 7:30 in the morning.

And I am not a morning person at all but i go to gym sometime with my bestie. Well it's his dad's gym and his dad treat me like his daughter well more then my dad ever will, anyways that for another time.

I take a deep breath and gathering my energy for starting another day in my life. I am just glad that this nightmare is comes to an end because I am not good at studies but I am not dumb as well. It's just bored me to death and that is the big f*****g rock in my life because of that my dad is not my dad. He is basically a stranger. He just needs a perfect daughter who can handle his business just like a f*****g man.

My dad is not there with me whenever i needed him and my mom being the best wife in this world forgets how to became a best mom. I always try to find comfort in to strangers. I don't have lots of friends because I don't need them. My dad needed a boy for his first child but must be his luck my mom can not convince after me so because of that i always think that they both wanted a boy from start that's way they are both distant from me. Yes they are raising me but not like their real blood child but someone who treat a completely stranger.

IGNORED.

YES THEY IGNORED ME IN MANY OCCASIONS.

AND NOT IN HOME BUT IN PUBLIC ALSO

I tolerate that not because they are my parents but in hope that they will see in meantime that the girl is they hurting is their own child and she love them both.

YES I LOVE THEM.

THEY JUST NEED TO OPEN THEIR EYES.

I am working hard for that. My dad needs a heir who can run his business.

I will do it And i going to make him proud.

I am studying law. I know I know it's difficult and I am not smart enough for that but I am trying and i am gonna complete it.

So i can make them proud.