I couldn't get to sleep. I went outside and remained on my balcony. I sat in the chair and gazed up at the sky. Like the stars, my mind is also crowded right now. I have a lot of thoughts in my mind that wanted to wander but chose to lock it. The more you open yourself, the more things would complicate around you. My phone rang, and I knew exactly who it was. He is the only one who keeps calling and texting me late at night. I don't love Lavin or have any feelings for him, but he makes me feel secure and safe. It's as if we're destined to meet in order to experience a great relationship, which is to be bestfriends. He is not bad, he is caring, thoughtful, and the way he hugged his grandmother leads me to believe that he is truly a loving man, and that everyone fell for it. Even after

